Sine Qua Non

In the movie Mr. and Mrs. Smith, when they were trying to kill each other, Mr. Smith said to Mrs. Smith, "I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning."

So I did, I thought about us, I thought about where things could have been. More importantly, what is that I want? It is always difficult after a relationship, in the mix feelings of who did what, and fault finding. Somewhere in the foggy mind...

It used to be easier, Love that is. It is not supposed to be harder. But it feels harder now, everything has to start all over again, the soul searching, the mindles games, and the anwer to the unanswered quesion, "What is that I cannot live without?"

"Without which Not" - Sine Qua Non