原來思念也有生命

也許是今年的冬天特別久,幾個朋友先後陣亡情場,想我當年的初戀,也是差不多的季節理結束,那時的主題曲是蘇永康的原來思念也有生命,去了幾次KTV,已經點不到的歌曲...

曾經以為那是幸運　在年輕的時候就分離
就算再傷心　也有時間能痊癒
但回憶卻以你命名　想不想起都佔據我的思緒
原來思念也有生命　跟著我一起呼吸
我一直沒有勇氣改變我自己　怕忘了怎麼愛你
你卻還想繼續　我一直沒有能力說服我自己
男人若傷了心　再怎麼堅強都是多餘

聽起來是可懦弱的男人,但我想他會長大的.

鈍

幾年前回台灣參加朋友婚禮,遇到多年不見的大學朋友,看到他在台灣的工作環境中,整個人都鈍掉了,不笑也不怒,只是眼中無限的疲憊.

最近許多人看到我都說我看起來很累,MSS更是說我每天看起來都很累,工作的壓力是最主要的原因,許多事打不起精神去做,衣服懶得燙,布拉格懶得寫,飯懶得煮,情話懶得說...

記得小時候,晚上十二點多還看見父親在看他的設計圖或報紙,但說實在,他也不是真得在看,他都是一邊打瞌睡,一邊看.最近幾天發現自己也是一邊打瞌睡一邊看電視,覺得自己也鈍了許多.說不盡的疲憊...

Love is to let go?

There is an interesting topic. One friend just broke up with his girlfriend, the reason? He does not see himself providing something (eg. marriage) that the girl wants right now.

I could understand that, I was there once, I know that if I wanted, I could let the relationship drag on for another few years, but who knows if I would be ready then. I thought the right thing to do was to let go of the things I cannot keep. It would have been selfish just because I wanted her there, even though I knew I was just wasting her time.

Years after, I thought about the time I let go, I thought the only thing I might have done differently would be to have let her go earlier. Why? Because after I understand what I want, I realize I really have wasted many years of her life.

MSS on the other hand, does not agree. She thinks that if I really love someone, I should try my best to accommodate that someone's needs. It would just be selfish (I love myself more than her) to let her go and not trying to accommodate.

But that is the thing, I thought we all have our goals and things we want to do in life, if our goals are different, does accommodating others will make someone happier to be in a relationship? Would helping your love one achieving his/her goals while forgoing your own goals be more rewarding?

I guess it could go down to some fundamental difference in ones background, religions, family, friends... Then again, should relationships be this complicated?

台灣人比香港人強三十五倍

根據幾天前的報導,香港正在分析台灣選舉的結果,台灣的選舉點一千三百萬票只花了四個小時,但香港上次選舉選票只有十分之一,但卻多花了十個小時來點票.如果用計算,香港每小時點九萬三千多票,台灣每小時點三百二十五萬張票.所以,台灣人比香港人強三十五倍.

我的現任老闆和前任老闆都是台灣人,他們在請我的時候,都跟我講,以前他們做這行都被香港人欺負,開會都不說國語.現在好了,有數字證明台灣人比較強!

let's start from here - Joanna Wang

If you haven't heard her voice, you should...

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giving up, why should i
we've come to far to forget
we're beautiful, we just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here
standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word don't make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone i felt you everywhere
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here
i've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voive within
the only warmth from my cold heart
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here

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