Love was here...

After 5 weeks of wonderful time, Creme Brulee and I are heading to our seperate paths.

Creme Brulee and I met 4 years ago. There were no sparks, but some mutual respect for one another. 4 years later, we met again, when she was back to Vancouver, away from old job, previous relationship and preparing for a 10 months paris trip and 2 year MBA after that. According to her, she was tired.

It all started when I was at the low point of my life, ended a long term relationship, getting into a new job, and turning 28 does not help exactly. I was hoping to get thru my birthday alone, which I haven't done in years. She insisted on throwing a party for me. She even tried to get a date for me. :) It was very sweet of her.

It turns out, the attraction between us was much stronger. We fell in pretty quickly, at the same time, we were extremely cautious. We told ourselves to slow down, because we both knew that she has to go. We avoided the "L" word, and we avoided thinking the "F" word.

But it couldn't be helped. We said the "L" word, we discussed the "F" word...

Every moment we spent with each other feels so damn good, I started to feel more alive as days go on. In some strange way, I think this relationship has saved both of us...

Today is the day that things have to move on. I don't think this is the end of our story, it is a new chapter for both of us. Still I couldn't help to feel a little sad, this was the best October anyone could ask for...

I think Love was here... I don't think it has left...